Right. Last day at rentokil pesterminator.
Hahas.

Got terminated.. due to high MC rate. Hahas.
Well glad that it happen anyway. Here.. not good to work..
I would rather go EY full time.

Anyway, it will be the future case. EY full time. (=
Woots!

Daddy's company is starting soon.
uncle clive is asking me to go over to help out.
But i think otherwise..

working for family members is hard. LOL


Shall update more later. (=

working on daddy's webby now..
Totally no mood to do can..

Weather so hot! can't think. LOL
dining room's ceiling fan is not working properly..
OLD liao.. Left with 1 speed..
Damn warm la~! wanna move back to room still got to shut down every single thing 1st.. then can.. hais..

Hate my laptop too..
wanna ki qiang already OLD le.. LOL.

Can i not work tomorrow.. hais..
wanna read up the contract..
Want to tender~!

I WANT TO KILL MY DAD!!!!

FUCK~!

Hahas. trying to hide while typing this..
Headache~!
so many things to do..
plus now cramp... hais...

Hopefully things goes out well la..

lazy to go get food later!

who can help me?!

Am back from a LoOong Break.
Hah..
Not really a break.
I've been so busy.
Life getting more busy..

Suddenly got the time to blog in the office.
Craps..
Can't really seems to stay away at night anymore.
even for gaming. -.-"

Well, my life's in a mess for me.. I guess.
Time management is all over the place.
working from 830 - 530 every weekday.
Working from 830 - 1230 on sat.
nights & other timings are over at EY.. (just love being there God knows why. Hahas)

My time is alsmost up for using the internet for lunch break.

Have lots to say.. But not sure how to put it..
Great huh~


Being an ED.. Feels so different.. but then again.. feels weird. in a way.. i've got like no group la.
Faint..~ Will do my best.
Feel like quiting the current job.. but then my income is not stable yet..
The money is not coming in yet.
Oh great huh?! Hahas. I can see it coming... but then not yet...

Oh well.. CPF sends me a letter for school fees already. 7k Plus can.. OMG~!

Anyway i wonder how to plan my time..
I want to study..
which i've applied.. for SIM..
should i defer again!?

I want to do EY full time..
Which i've been tyring to do so many a times...

I want to quit this job..
Which i need to wait for the 6th month.. or at least the 5th month..

Daddy wants me to help out at VCS lightings..
How am i going to cope if I were to
- study
- work at pesterminiator
- at EY
- help out at VCS..

I will die of exhaustion..
Which i am already feeling it..


IHT HERE I COME~!

I DIE DIE ALSO WILL GO THIS TIME ROUND~!

Is it just me?
Damn i can't my feelings straight!
FUCK!

I seriously cannot be out of love..
Once out i will take awhile to be out of it.
Damnit... It's been like 3 months since we broke up. as well as last spoke or even see each other.
I also don't know how things will be like once I start to go over to yida's place regularly.. or say go over to yishun regularly..
Hmm... i really dunoe leh!
Hais...


Like said 1 thing stop me from answering yes straight away to yida was cos of him.. now.. i am yida's direct already i dunoe what to do..
I got to let my feelings just be just as it is..

It's the time not to find another one.. but to let nature takes it course..


Well.. his smile will always just melts my heart..

Been awhile.
Anyway finally found the skin that i wanted to use all this while.
Yeap! Finally.

Friday was my last day at spa infinity.
Working live there is fun.. but then again.. Due to the fact that the people there.
Hais.. cannot make it 1.

Okay.. started work yesterday.
Damn i feel so super tired can!
Wanna faint already!

Think used to retail hours already.
Anyway also good. can start going back to EY already.

Then again i need another break from EY to help daddy to fix his website.
He and uncle clive and uncle steven is starting a business.. hmm...
hopefully everything works well la.


not really in a mood to type. there will be more to come. (=
feeling down.. feeling lonely i should say. hahas.

i need a bf.. =p i want one! LOL

Should i go back to blogging at blogspot.
I'm so affected by this.
Why ah?

Damnit..

Great amy is back!! (=

Think i'll go back to blogspot..

See ya.

Long time since i've blogged.
During this time many things happen.

The no longer together should be known..
It's doesn't matter now whether I have a boyfriend or I don't, I just want to live as I am. (=

The feelings still lingers... not knowing why.. but it does.. Friend y told me she saw him over at Jurong point.
I asked with another girl right. YES spot on.. He was with another girl.
My heart no longer aches.. Just thinking what will I do when I see him in the near future.
It will definately happen. Getting closer to his cousins..
Sooner or later I will see him some where some how..

It's different from the past relationship.. I feel so cheated.. Well it's not as bad as the previous one. But it hurts more knowing that he was not serious bout me. I was just a playmate to him! )=

I am happy now I think.
Job sucks Lah! I need to a new job!!
Been looking for new job leh.. but seems like Don't have.
Hais!

I need to settle some stuff with wing hong too.
Cant seems to get him.. Need to get him urgently!

Finally I know what you are thinking.
FINALLY!

I am seriously stupid to believe... ARGH!
I am glad EVERYTHING is over now.

I am not going to find another guy.. If there were to be another guy who steps in my life ( as in BF ) I really don't know what I will do anymore.
hahas.
Maybe like what bitch says... He wad lying to me all along.

Like on my Facebook status.. I finally know.. it's all a lie.. It's no more old PERLINE WONG!

hahas..
Looking for a new job. monday there will be an interview at 930am super early la.
Sians.. after that where to go.
See if the woman can ask for half day or off too!

Will forget him and get on with life. Like i did with Bennett.
He compare to Bennett is nothing..

The deepest wound n deepest relationship will be when I am with Bennett at the moment.
Nothing will beat that.

July is coming again.. it's will be the 3rd year now..
For those who knows knows.. For those who doesn't don't ask. I will appreciate it. (=

i'm back! Hahahas.

I know it's kinda late..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE KOH SHAO HUI!

but you are 22 already.

Hahas.. your turn to turn old!
Please get the KEY to unlock your freedom!
Then 1 day we can all go out late late.Muahahs!
I've only go out late with catz.. Valerie and Huilan have.. but they can go out late..
you i don't know when?

Today so funny.. 1st time jonathan come out with us. He has to get past us!
LOL!

Happy Birthday MeiLing. 21 years old already. (=


I think i still got things to say... but i don't know how to put it i guess.
Don't wish to be thinking of the unhappy stuff.. but seems like i still will.
*sigh*
I still do miss him. But why huh?!
LOL!

I can seriously find someone better.. someone 100 times better than him..
HEHES!

I guess i just love being myself.
Out of the sudden... I feel like going back to study.
I miss school!
Muahahs!

Money coming soon.. but soon it will be out again..
Not taking much this month.
Looking for a even better job.. seems like everyone in infinity is looking for a new job..
Hahas..

Infinity cannot work long...

my dear.. do not worry. nothing will happen to you. anything you still got me like I have you. (=
*smile* *hugs* <3

It's been awhile. Things have turn down.
The relationship has ended. I guess I'm much happier now.
What ever it is... People are saying I was kinda cheated by him.
What ever Fuck la. Even if that is the case I also cannot say anything nor do anything now.

For what ever the case is.. I have ended it correctly and am glad I ended it!
HE is a fucking weird guy!
Seriously not sensitive to my surroundings.

What ever la.. He is a fucking weirdo..  just a little small issue.. he makes it seems so fucking BIG..

OVER all over.

I'm happy to be alone. Happy to do what ever I want. (=

it's so tired just being with you.
Can't you be more sensitive to my surroundings?
Can't you care more?
I seriously don't mind not really meeting up.. spending that little time with you.
But we SERIOUSLY lack communication!

Knowing more things about you makes me think twice whether to believe you anot..
I wish i could trust you.. but i have my doubts..
I am really tired trying to think whether what you say is true or not.

I heard that your FUCKING job is not so busy till you can't a simple sms.
you would rather call others out than to call me for even awhile.
I really dunoe what you are thinking.

i'm seriously not in the best of mood.
just converted full time with leslie.
started yesterday as full timer at infinity.

Knew a lot more about him. which fucking hell makes me pissed of.
If he doesn't reply he doesn't reply. fuck now he doesn't seems to care.

The relationship is on the rocks. I'm going to end it.. end every fucking shit of it!

Been awhile since i posted.
Came back from Hong Kong..
Thought Bi didn't bother.. Hahas. but he did!
He told me he couldn't receive my sms and he tried calling but couldn't get through on the 1st day
He called me again like 2 hours before I reach Singapore.
*happy*

Once I landed, with phone on. Smsed mum to tell her i'm in singapore. The next moment i receive a miss call sms from Bi.
Hees.
Met up the next day.. met him at 3pm for lunch and headed to his place for a movie. Hahas. I was the one who told him to meet at yishun.
Cos wanted to pass Xiao Qi's mum her dom. At the same time pass Bi his pressie!
Well, He didn't really like the polo tee i bought. hopefully he will wear la.
But dun even know when.. Hahas.

It's the though that counts man..

this week only work like 1 day!
Die la. no more money liaos la.. Still ask me work only 1 day.
Wanna die man.
Looking for another job.
Any lobang people?

Meng Da bro celebrating his 21st next week end.. everyone is turning old! lol.

GHIM THIA!! Happy 22nd Birthday!

Next birthday coming.. yanli.. 17 june. next jasmine 23rd june...
HAHas.. who else did i miss..
think no more..

SO tired can.. so many birthdays!!

The important one is baby's in October! (:

Hello Peeps,
Guess where?! YES I am in Hong KONG!! Woots!

Okay i think i'm lame.. So free to blog when in HK.
Hahas.. i'm on a Shopping Spree man.
Not only get my things. Get other peoples things too.

MUhahas!
Photos will be up on Facebook when i'm back in HK. HAHAHS!

See ya peeps soon. ((:

Am flying off tomorrow morning!
Peeps.. Don't miss me!
Wahahas.

Manage to talk to Bi about the 'problem' that we had.
Well, it's not really a problem to start with.
Guess it's just miscommunication. (BITCH~! I know you will add on to this. Hahas)

Spoken. Decided to go on. We will work things out la.. I suppose..


FINALLY get to spend time with him yesterday.
And YES whole OF yesterday! Hahas.. (: 

Will miss him during this time in HK..
I don't really know what else to say also.
lol.

I'm lost in a world where i don't know what to do.
Really I don't know what to do. =(

Wondering if what i did was by telling him off is right.
It's really painful to be hearing from your boyfriend time and time again saying
"Confirm with you again"
"Wait for my call k dear"
"Sorry"

It really hurts.
I am YOUR GIRLFRIEND not a social escort!
Only a social ESCORT will sit there and wait.

i respect that you have a lot of things to be done.
I don't mind even meeting up for 1/2hr or so.
I really feel like i mean nothing at all. =(

We did talk things for a bit before.
YES I understand you need to get the money. You need to work. But is there really no time for me at all?
I need to work too... you don't tell me when you are free.. You just let me go out have fun with my bitches.
I know you are not happy me being around them.. But then... you allow me to go out with them in the 1st place.
It's always.
P: "I'm may go clubbing tonight."
B: "Okay have fun. =)"

What you want me to say?
Even when i nag that i don't want to go. you will say: "go la."

I know you are giving me my space.. But this is not a R/S.. you are more like just friends to me.
Just friends with a little advantage..

There are times where i purposely stay out late. Thought maybe i could go over.. but i guess you never get the hint.
There are reason why i keep going over to your area. Just so i could meet you for even a little while.

Ask Jessie, When ever there is a message from <<baby>> over the phone. No matter what i am doing I'll be overjoyed.

Ain't this R/S in the honeymoon period? Ain't it suppose to be the sweet nothings period.
Why am I not feeling any single shit!
I am only hurting myself more as i fall more deeply into you.



I'm really tired. I wish you understand. I really do. =(

Hahas.. yesterday's trip was fun! woots.
Zoo~~~ Woman faster upload the pictures.
HAhas. Lots of pictures.

 

I actually wished he would come.. but then....
Aiyo.. I also dunoe what is going on between the 2 of us la..
Hot cold hot cold.. Idiot la..

Or maybe i;m coming my menses.. getting cranky.
Wahahas!

Yesterday was freaking tired. we walk the whole of MANDAI ZOO!! Hahas.
Jessie cannot make it liaos. Muahahas..
Jessie happen to have a bitch fit sia.
suddenly fa pi qi!

we are crazy! lol..

I am crazy.

trying to recall the past.
recalling the wonderful times i have with my friends.
recalling the wonderful times as a girlfriend to whoever the guy is.

damn it.. not sure what is wrong in the current relationship.
Does the problem lies with him or does it lies with me?
Am i not the kind of girl that you are looking for? Or is he not the guy i am looking for.

Not sure was if i am just a fling to you. when i say i'm your girlfriend you did not deny. the feeling is like soo... WEIRD..
Yes! that is the only word to describe this relationship.


Maybe i do have PMS~! ( Ask Jessie bout it.. she is going crazy!)
I was having a bitch fit in the OFFICE.
KNN, CB, KB was in my mouth almost the whole of yesterday.
and then again... it was freaking busy too.. and worse still being the so called senior of the day is damn hell not fun la! >.<

Wanted to bad to meet him( God knows why! ), but couldn't get the courage to tell him so. WTF~!
Jessie was like tell him la! but i was eh.. never mind la..

let's see.. Sunday is our 1st month..
I can see that nothing will be done to that day.. That day will not be remembered as well..
FUCK!
What ever la.. i think i seriously have PMS!




* Seems like Qi and jessie can be my girlfriend. I practically meet them every single day! Wah lau.. I think i'm much happier with them around..
Girls like me need to be pampered. It seems to me guys like him does not like to pamper girls. -.-"
He once told me straight in the face that he does not like shopping. Well I understand which guys likes to..
I'm fine with it. But even hinting the day before that i wanna meet seems like nothing to him.
He just tells me.. he is going in to M'sia. :@ arghs!!!!

I wonder why did i say yes in the 1st place.


















woots. going to the Zoo with my bitches~! Hahas..
It's been like years since i last went to the Zoo.. let's see what has it become.. lol. (: 
They really can be my girlfriends...



When will guys understand girls? 
Or should i say when will he understands me..
like me for who i am really inside and not who i am when im around people and who i am physcically.

There are times when i really need a laugh.. You will make me laugh.. but other then that.. I don't feel like your girlfriend at all! T.T

I really feel like crying.. being sick you are not there. Always try to be there for you... but then again.. you never let me enter.

Hahas.. know why the titled women.. Cos i'm a women.
Lame shit. whatever.

Actually just wanna say woman are so contradicting. They can be happy for the moment, they can be sad the other and so on la huh.
Need not say more. Damnit!
I'm becoming a bitch can. LOL!

Well, STEVEN LIM actually  me approached me to be his model. Oh well, you know being me.. i'm being closed easily.. hahas.
Anyway my pictures are up on his site. =p i look damn hell of ugly la. OMG! My stupid dark eye rings.
I was not on make up can. -.-"

Finally talked to Baby today. kinda solved our problems. well, Baby is really a nice guy. He understands where I'm coming from(i hope).I miss his hugs. =x Baby brought me to the Japanese Food court today which i haven been too.

He was like: "Been to the Jap food court?"
P: "No."
B: "REALLY? Are you Singaporean?"
P: "Hahas. yes i am.. but I've not been too.. "
As we reach..
P: "Ah... saw it on TV once."

How lame can we get?
Hope after today things will be better.

SIM letter is here. I am be accepted. Still pending if I want to study. I am still not sure.
Been earning money and spending money. Never really save too. hmm.. Hais..

Going Hong Kong on the 29. Be back on the 1st. Great haven return tampines mummy money yet. >.<

I'm broke..