Me and my life

04 February 2010 @ 06:28 pm

New year coming.
Mummy's birthday coming.
My Birthday coming.
Parents Wedding Anniversary coming.

Many things are coming up.
I'm stressed.
I'm thinking a lot.

Am i what i am suppose to be what i am now?

Headache!
I need professional advice.

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27 January 2010 @ 01:23 pm

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Seriously... I do not know what title to put for today's post.
Things been feeling up my mind..
Like what should I do?

Mummy says she wants to stop working..
She wants to do some online thing..
She wants to stop working already...
Being very sick and tires of her boss.
I want to give her the best in her life.
More money so she can have a good life...

What should I do?

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21 January 2010 @ 01:59 am

Sleepless night~

For the past few night I have not been able to sleep well.
God knows what happen.. Been staying up too much?
Don't seem like it.. It's alway like that ma..

I guess I'm thinking too much..

I need to exercise.. Lost weight. N work!

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20 January 2010 @ 05:40 pm

)=

Feeling low..
Not focus on what I should be doing.

Feeling out of place again..
Why?!

The feeling is so out can.. -.-"
headache..

going back to school seems like a very wrong choice..
but what to do.. already back in school, so FINISH it!
Will be finishing school of cos.

I know you do not acknowledge me, it's okay.. but the way you talk to me..is too much. really too much. as a friend you also cannot talk to me this way. Keep T-ing me down.
Over little things argue.. This is not the way.

I wish you know all this you know. It hurts.. =(

I wonder should i take a break from all this again.. but then again.. if i were to take a break i do not know when will i be able to go back again..

If this happens I i really let yida down.
Don't wish to le him down.. for he sees my potential and ask me over to his team.

Really.. i don't know..

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gloomy

Current Music: KBS music festival

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05 January 2010 @ 12:01 pm

Mixed feelings

Not sure why am I feeling like this..
It's been awhile now, almost a year yet this feeling still lingers... Everytime I'm over at this place... The feeling will just cone back. -.-
Really tired. Headache too!! Wonder if I were to see him again what will the outcome be.. But the funny thing is.. He accepted me on fb. Trying to show nothing happen? Dunoe la! It just feels so weird!!

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01 January 2010 @ 03:29 am

Happy new year 2010

Hi all.I know I hacven been updating much. Just wanna wish all a happy new year!!! Woots. 

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23 December 2009 @ 11:11 am

iPhone!!!!

Well, just started with my lovely iPhone! It's almost Xmas too :) hahas shall update again. Rushing 4 time :)

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23 December 2009 @ 11:11 am

iPhone!!!!

Well, just started with my lovely iPhone! It's almost Xmas too :) hahas shall update again. Rushing 4 time :)

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20 November 2009 @ 04:43 pm

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It's been awhile since i've blog.
Try to blog as much as possible.

Back to EY full time.. Hehes!
Been shooting a few times too.. Do Catch "Your hand in Mine" “想握你的手”。
I'll be on episode 87 and 137.. Hahas.
Did a shot for crimewatch as well..
Hahas. not sure when will it be aired.. Hopefully soon. (=

I got things to blog. but dunoe what to say..
Anyway it's getting very late. Got to run~!

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23 October 2009 @ 03:38 pm

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Right. Last day at rentokil pesterminator.
Hahas.

Got terminated.. due to high MC rate. Hahas.
Well glad that it happen anyway. Here.. not good to work..
I would rather go EY full time.

Anyway, it will be the future case. EY full time. (=
Woots!

Daddy's company is starting soon.
uncle clive is asking me to go over to help out.
But i think otherwise..

working for family members is hard. LOL

Shall update more later. (=

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18 October 2009 @ 10:47 pm

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working on daddy's webby now..
Totally no mood to do can..

Weather so hot! can't think. LOL
dining room's ceiling fan is not working properly..
OLD liao.. Left with 1 speed..
Damn warm la~! wanna move back to room still got to shut down every single thing 1st.. then can.. hais..

Hate my laptop too..
wanna ki qiang already OLD le.. LOL.

Can i not work tomorrow.. hais..
wanna read up the contract..
Want to tender~!

I WANT TO KILL MY DAD!!!!

FUCK~!

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pissed off

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15 October 2009 @ 09:46 am

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Hahas. trying to hide while typing this..
Headache~!
so many things to do..
plus now cramp... hais...

Hopefully things goes out well la..

lazy to go get food later!

who can help me?!

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cranky

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12 October 2009 @ 01:48 pm

Back~!

Am back from a LoOong Break.
Hah..
Not really a break.
I've been so busy.
Life getting more busy..

Suddenly got the time to blog in the office.
Craps..
Can't really seems to stay away at night anymore.
even for gaming. -.-"

Well, my life's in a mess for me.. I guess.
Time management is all over the place.
working from 830 - 530 every weekday.
Working from 830 - 1230 on sat.
nights & other timings are over at EY.. (just love being there God knows why. Hahas)

My time is alsmost up for using the internet for lunch break.

Have lots to say.. But not sure how to put it..
Great huh~

Being an ED.. Feels so different.. but then again.. feels weird. in a way.. i've got like no group la.
Faint..~ Will do my best.
Feel like quiting the current job.. but then my income is not stable yet..
The money is not coming in yet.
Oh great huh?! Hahas. I can see it coming... but then not yet...

Oh well.. CPF sends me a letter for school fees already. 7k Plus can.. OMG~!

Anyway i wonder how to plan my time..
I want to study..
which i've applied.. for SIM..
should i defer again!?

I want to do EY full time..
Which i've been tyring to do so many a times...

I want to quit this job..
Which i need to wait for the 6th month.. or at least the 5th month..

Daddy wants me to help out at VCS lightings..
How am i going to cope if I were to
- study
- work at pesterminiator
- at EY
- help out at VCS..

I will die of exhaustion..
Which i am already feeling it..

IHT HERE I COME~!

I DIE DIE ALSO WILL GO THIS TIME ROUND~!

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Current Mood:

determined

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17 August 2009 @ 11:09 pm

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Is it just me?
Damn i can't my feelings straight!
FUCK!

I seriously cannot be out of love..
Once out i will take awhile to be out of it.
Damnit... It's been like 3 months since we broke up. as well as last spoke or even see each other.
I also don't know how things will be like once I start to go over to yida's place regularly.. or say go over to yishun regularly..
Hmm... i really dunoe leh!
Hais...

Like said 1 thing stop me from answering yes straight away to yida was cos of him.. now.. i am yida's direct already i dunoe what to do..
I got to let my feelings just be just as it is..

It's the time not to find another one.. but to let nature takes it course..

Well.. his smile will always just melts my heart..

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Current Mood:

gloomy

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16 August 2009 @ 06:37 pm

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Been awhile.
Anyway finally found the skin that i wanted to use all this while.
Yeap! Finally.

Friday was my last day at spa infinity.
Working live there is fun.. but then again.. Due to the fact that the people there.
Hais.. cannot make it 1.

Okay.. started work yesterday.
Damn i feel so super tired can!
Wanna faint already!

Think used to retail hours already.
Anyway also good. can start going back to EY already.

Then again i need another break from EY to help daddy to fix his website.
He and uncle clive and uncle steven is starting a business.. hmm...
hopefully everything works well la.

not really in a mood to type. there will be more to come. (=
feeling down.. feeling lonely i should say. hahas.

i need a bf.. =p i want one! LOL

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25 July 2009 @ 12:51 am

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Should i go back to blogging at blogspot.
I'm so affected by this.
Why ah?

Damnit..

Great amy is back!! (=

Think i'll go back to blogspot..

See ya.

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15 July 2009 @ 05:45 pm

Wednesday~!

Long time since i've blogged.
During this time many things happen.

The no longer together should be known..
It's doesn't matter now whether I have a boyfriend or I don't, I just want to live as I am. (=

The feelings still lingers... not knowing why.. but it does.. Friend y told me she saw him over at Jurong point.
I asked with another girl right. YES spot on.. He was with another girl.
My heart no longer aches.. Just thinking what will I do when I see him in the near future.
It will definately happen. Getting closer to his cousins..
Sooner or later I will see him some where some how..

It's different from the past relationship.. I feel so cheated.. Well it's not as bad as the previous one. But it hurts more knowing that he was not serious bout me. I was just a playmate to him! )=

I am happy now I think.
Job sucks Lah! I need to a new job!!
Been looking for new job leh.. but seems like Don't have.
Hais!

I need to settle some stuff with wing hong too.
Cant seems to get him.. Need to get him urgently!

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Current Mood:

discontent

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25 June 2009 @ 09:44 pm

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Finally I know what you are thinking.
FINALLY!

I am seriously stupid to believe... ARGH!
I am glad EVERYTHING is over now.

I am not going to find another guy.. If there were to be another guy who steps in my life ( as in BF ) I really don't know what I will do anymore.
hahas.
Maybe like what bitch says... He wad lying to me all along.

Like on my Facebook status.. I finally know.. it's all a lie.. It's no more old PERLINE WONG!

hahas..
Looking for a new job. monday there will be an interview at 930am super early la.
Sians.. after that where to go.
See if the woman can ask for half day or off too!

Will forget him and get on with life. Like i did with Bennett.
He compare to Bennett is nothing..

The deepest wound n deepest relationship will be when I am with Bennett at the moment.
Nothing will beat that.

July is coming again.. it's will be the 3rd year now..
For those who knows knows.. For those who doesn't don't ask. I will appreciate it. (=

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Current Music: Sorry

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23 June 2009 @ 12:26 am

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i'm back! Hahahas.

I know it's kinda late..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE KOH SHAO HUI!

but you are 22 already.

Hahas.. your turn to turn old!
Please get the KEY to unlock your freedom!
Then 1 day we can all go out late late.Muahahs!
I've only go out late with catz.. Valerie and Huilan have.. but they can go out late..
you i don't know when?

Today so funny.. 1st time jonathan come out with us. He has to get past us!
LOL!

Happy Birthday MeiLing. 21 years old already. (=

I think i still got things to say... but i don't know how to put it i guess.
Don't wish to be thinking of the unhappy stuff.. but seems like i still will.
*sigh*
I still do miss him. But why huh?!
LOL!

I can seriously find someone better.. someone 100 times better than him..
HEHES!

I guess i just love being myself.
Out of the sudden... I feel like going back to study.
I miss school!
Muahahs!

Money coming soon.. but soon it will be out again..
Not taking much this month.
Looking for a even better job.. seems like everyone in infinity is looking for a new job..
Hahas..

Infinity cannot work long...

my dear.. do not worry. nothing will happen to you. anything you still got me like I have you. (=
*smile* *hugs* <3

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Current Mood:

calm

Current Music: Fan blowing

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21 June 2009 @ 01:11 am

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It's been awhile. Things have turn down.
The relationship has ended. I guess I'm much happier now.
What ever it is... People are saying I was kinda cheated by him.
What ever Fuck la. Even if that is the case I also cannot say anything nor do anything now.

For what ever the case is.. I have ended it correctly and am glad I ended it!
HE is a fucking weird guy!
Seriously not sensitive to my surroundings.

What ever la.. He is a fucking weirdo.. just a little small issue.. he makes it seems so fucking BIG..

OVER all over.

I'm happy to be alone. Happy to do what ever I want. (=

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Current Music: sound of RC on FB.

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